Wednesday, August 23, 2006
Whoa lau...
this bloody week has been a fcuked up one. e-learning n ot good, cus of hmw. then kena board stuff. plans for board. then for bb. then her.
wed.today..went for rg. she calls. rejects(in tuiton).calls her after that. go bus stop. see max,leave her alons for awhile(fatal mistake).continues talking to her.she turns cold.i bcum down.suddenly talks bout roy.damn happy.bcum down again.try to cheer up?rejects. talk bout gary. even FUCKING happier. fuck la. you want to go back to him, go ahead. everytime we talk, you never fail to be damn happy everytime you talk about him. onli way to cheer you up? Gary. make you intresterd?Gary. gary thins gary that.go back to gary if you want him so much. ask you if you still like him, you say that he is stupid and silly, thats why you laugh at him. want to know the truth? everytime you talk bout him and get happy, my suspions rise up and a knife goes through my heart.it seems like only he can cheer you up,not me. you keep telling me i am the one who cheers you up,deep inside, we both know thats not the truth.that day at the stairs, i heard you mutter gary will not be happi if he knows bout this.i asked you what you said,you said,nothing. hey.paitence has a limit. pressure builds up.one day, the pressure will burst the host. today,it has burst.so now, let me ask you thins. you want to go back to his side?to me, its seems that he IS your everything.he is the right one for you.you told me that he was a good catch and that he is perfect exepct that he has no time.hey.that went through my heart la.you keep defending him all the time.saying all the acheivements he has.it seems like i am attacking him bcus of his time.hey.does he mean that much to you? today, i finally found something out.deep down inside of you, GARY IS THE ONE THAT MEANS THAT MOST TO YOU
NOT ME.now i ask you.me, or him.
I went off at
8:29 PM
