Monday, December 11, 2006
Words, words and words. commitments too
hmmm.decs been kind of screwed up i guess..how to say.1. camps. almost half of my hols been spent on camp after camp..leaving not much time for her. ok but..thats not what i can control right?i mean.its not like i dont wanna spend time with her. with the impending dooms day, i doubt i would be able to spend as much time as i could before..moms not happie bout my..erm.."private life", requesting a sit rep everytime i am not around. that really is irrtating.on that note. bout roy and stuff. i guess i am just too sensitive? thinking too much. recently, i have been reading between the lines, jumping the gun and stuff.thanks to board camp. sigh. with all the planing that i need to do, cant help but think ahead and think bout almost any and everything that i come across. sigh. tired and stressed out. got a funny feeling can say bye bye to my council pos cus i like lacking on so many thing like paperwork and stuff.haha. bb.Kil me i also am not going to give it up. her. NEVER will i give up. ok, that trying time was not right..but now, i dare say that i wont leave.thats for sure.
sigh.cant think of what to write now.rain is cold man.esp when the wind blows.ok.thats random.haha.sigh.
love you baby.ever and ever.
I went off at
4:37 PM
