today was uber nice man.had a laser tag game todae..then esmer and evan came..they are good supporting players man..
but first..had to go down to famous brands to pass nick norman's psp..then met jag at city hall..
then came home lo.ate breakfast and stuff..then after that prepared to start the game.]
the thing that i found evil.trigger finger always outside trigger guard like in range can.

the game started..then we played la..flank and stuff..sai is offically our sniper,xavier our chionger, me the suppressor and jag the support..xav had to leave..sigh.
then esmer had blister and ants in her shoe.wanted to get her FA kit but she dun wan.rather suffer.sigh.poor gal..had to go on with a blister on her foot..=(
game moved to the estate and played feeboa. If uncle mike saw the way i played?i'll be dead by now. hee. we flank and stuff can..esmer is a good covering firer can..sai snipes, i chiong. In the end, i found out that i am better at adjsting fire movements than participating in the fight itself.haha. commander in the making.lol.

the best game we played was CTF.. kenny..bloody hell.make me run like some mad dog. shift fire from here to there, snipe here and there. haha.next time we play, i'll know how to shift fire accordingly.hehheh.

after the game, which was uber long, dad had to go off..then we ended up talking about aikido, doing cartwheels, rolls and all other stuff..the part that killed me--piggy backing esmer. man.reminded me of sgb(sharity gift box) can..dang.haha.but fun la. her screams in my ears.i can hear them in my ears still can.hah

going back that time.dang.carry her all the way back..she carried the guns,she REALLY looked like the calvary can. and the number of time she hit my face with the guns ah..use toes and fingers count also not enough can. then race.didnt run cus the poor gal was PETRIFIED. carried her all the way to my couch. man..if i continue to do this every week?my leg and arm muscle will be stronger. kakaka.

kenny sooooo good boy..went to bathe first.haha.then the rest bathed..when den went in to bathe, the gals had to go home. haha.sent them down together with sai and kenny, obviuosly. haha. waved like morons til they left.haha.then ate dinner.and did the most retarded things possible in my room, and the thing is..jag had to leave early man..but before that we were like watching youtube and army daze.then saw the time.kenny speed dl the stuff from psp to psp,and from ipod to ipod.lol.

then we went down and jag went to draw money, no not with pencil and paper, but from the atm, while kenny, i and sai went to 7- to find slippers for kenny.dun have.ended up butiyng coffee and red bull for sai. for those of you who dont know? NEVER give sai red bull at night.its not good.he gets high.then they were talking about taking merc cab..they ended up taking a norml one.but while sai and i were talking, we saw 3 merc cabs go by. hah.

hte reason why kenny was looking for slippers was cus his broke halfway through the game. then lent him slippers. By the end of the day? i lent out a full set of clothes. Shirt to sai, shorts to jag (cus his poor pants split during the first game),and sock to kenny. hahaha.

well well.. =D

the mistake of my life.committed or yet to be?

I've made my move, said the things i wanted to say,
the only thing that i did not do is ask for your smooth hand and untouched heart.
though i did, you mistook it as a procalmation and took it with a pinch of salt.
though i acted like nothing happened?
the ones around me saw through my mask, for the first and last time.
will i ever be in love again?
i've been through enough to see it all.
i've done things i should not have,
said things i should not have and most of all
not loving the ones i was supposed to.
A great depresison is within me.
will i end up filling it up in a manner that i am not supposed to?

Is it the masked side of me you fell in love with?

All that i've done and said,
sweet as they may seem.
Deep down inside of me, i've been hurt badly.REALLY BADLY.
I'm hoping to cover up the gaping hole with honeyed words and actions.
should you accept my masked self and gave yourself time to over come that?
I'm sorry but i would end up breaking your heart.
Your love is more than i can bear.
it is totally untouched,pure and sweetest as love can get.
my love is no longer pure.
i know my mistakes and the taboos of BGRs.
my fear is that i will not be able to be the real me that you fell in love with.
a mask that hides my emotions is what i don.
is the masked part of me the side you fell in love with?
i seriously hope not. if it is?
i'm sorry but i rather you leave than be in for the shock of your life when you find out,
that your baby is one who his real him residing deep within him.

i know i've hurt you badly and deeply,
sending knives into your tender heart with that simple sentence.
my heart is like the sands of the Sahara,
longing to settle down,
but moved by the surroundings and circumstances.
Though this is not the time to say this,
but you will understand this eventually, not the hard way, i hope.
age is jsut a number, true,
but there are things that maturity of thought is needed.that in itself is a base of all relationships.
seeing things at a glance hardly does the object any justice.
Many do not seem like who they should be.
They burst like bubbles once their dark side is seen.
Now the ball is in your court.
you still want this touched, thrown, despaired, no looks, emotionally masked person?

well..2 days ago..went to sentosa to do the wedding.super nice.then the balloon towers and stuff that we made were super i tell you..then we had the smoke machine and stuff.i was uber shocked when the bridegroom made me take the wallet and marriage cert for him la.then the first time i went i oculd not find the room..then found it..when i went in, the bride was like wearing onli a towel..i was super embarassed can. also cus she super chio..the guy damn lucky can.the time came for the solomnising ceromony.we took the buggy to pick her up.then mom was like.so when is it your turn? wel..i really hope to be the groom soon though..sigh.

then they walked in.the song uber nice. for the first time by kenny loggins.then i made the smoke machine! =D then when they kiss right, shse reminded me of my ex.so much. sigh. oh wells. then came the dinner. the food waws uber nice.got drunk prawn, spagetti ago olio style and lots more can..the coffee was uber nice also..then the guy, forgot him name..was super nice..gave us drinks and stuff..no complaints..then uncle jag offered me free mixing lessons. uber happy can. then the time came to take photos and stuff.oh ya.the bride zhao geng many many times..then we slacked wit the banquet ppl and talked cock..ivy was there also.haha. then kenny got high and used two water balloons and made them into *ahem*. had a comlpimentary stay at the hotel.I AM NOT STAYING THERE AGAIN.the service sucks. sigh.dun wanna talk about it anymore. then went home. nuff said.

will i ever be in love again?

22 dec.nth much happened.just went to get nick his nephew, norman's psp. then met esmer and evan. went to his shop and got F**** by him. sigh. now i'm back with my emo mask. at night. how?

17 december
sold a pair of kowalski boots taode! hit target/ heh.


18 dec

hit target again.


21 dec
went to help daddy todae at raffles town club. exactly the same place where we had grad night. then we also saw that the place was exactly the same.then we went to the ballroom.the config of the rom was just the same man..then we put up pinyatas. across the rooms. then when it started, got some one hit the pinyata so hard, and missed and ended up hitting the display model case of RTC. then the night started. the clowns were there.and i came up with my own version of the heart wand. want one? call me =) then got this chio bu. wear kimono.uber short and boots, whooooo. and the night went on.oh wells.

well well well..todae.woke up at 9, then went to meet kenny at dhoby gauht. msg him just to find out that when i was late, he just woke up. haix.waited FROM 1030!!!!

then went to liang court to get my hair cut. NOT MUCH DIFF.oh wells. then went to work.

work was ok. just that i was uber quiet. then kat and the rest noticed that and told nicholas. asking me, i told him abt the theodore incident. then he told me abt his past. abt how he saw the old him in me and told me what to do and what not to do. figured that he made sense. that is uber childish. theo, that is. jsut leave him be.

got one mynmar couple. bought 5 pairs of shoes, one pair of marpet shorts and shirt. cant be christmas..all their size one leh cant be that all the family members same size one right...haha

ohohoh.and also. got this american couple. African Americans..they one shot bought 3 air force ones (nike). and the shoes they were wearing were also the same sweet! then the Air Force 12 they bought were the same also. then the guy bought a brown streaked air force 3(i think). cool...and he didnt care if the shoe was meant for girls. haha.and the guy's huh is la "ah?" with an accent.nice man..very nice.haha

oh my mama. sales jacked up by 489.00!!! HIT TARGET TODAE! FIRST TIME!! =D then they ask if we have sneaker shampoo. i say have. cus they were wearing white shoes. ohohoh. then they ask to tambah inside. nick said yes. they bought so much. the convo btw nick and the ppl went like this:-
COUPLE(C): so, y'all sell any shoe shampoo round here?

BRYANT(B): Yes sir, we do.

C: well.since we bought so much, can you give that to us?

B: well sir, i am in no position to say that. maybe i can bring you to my boss?

C: then you gonna put in a good word?

B: er...

C: you aint helping us here man....haha.

B: alright.i'll try my best

C: cool.

B: (in chinese to NICK (N)) they say they bought so many air forces,can tambah in the shampoo?

C: so you the boss? whats up bossman?

N: ok la. give you.

C: you the man, boss man =D

C (lady): so the shampoo will harden and get dirty easily, like just a dimming of dirt?

B: no ma'm. its like blanco. it whitens it =)

C (lady): oh.my bad =) [SHE ACTUALLY WENT MY BAD]

then came home today.blog lo. nth much to talk abt. dun wanna blog le.tired.

16 dec

went out with sai and the rest to get hari's pressie. at toy r us. then spent a long time looking for it, and settled for a spining airplane. haha.then went to the airport where we ate dinner, talked and erm.turned emo abit. then waited for hari when i found out that his flight was the 10 one.haha/then went to pick him up, and went to the canteen where his parents bought drinks ad chicken.haha

then went up to departure hall and camwhored and sent him off. then the 3 of us, kenny, sai, me, went to T3 to cam whore. super quiet can. then we camwhore and took videos. A MAJOR VIDEO resulted.haha.

reached home at 12. then use com. read comments by T. told them, and a fiasco started. told aquila also.then she scold me and expressed her concern like seow.cus i really wanted to fight.

sigh.if only pam was here.

then guess its time to let her go.sighns, bro, sis all say that too. should i too?

should i remove this mask of mine and let my true self show? should i give her up, and become emo like before?

14 dec

laser tag. arrived there and the sjies were nice. then the ppl arrived and it started to rain. started the warm up and the first actual game. (the ppl were dvided into 4 grps) then the rain came. moved indoors. the pvc pipes i spent the whole afternoon cutting came in handy =D

then wel played the few games. and had fun.exploded the "delayed fusus" bomb bags. haha. the pops came at both the right and wrong timings =)

then came exercise safe passage. hari was voluntereed as the VIP. he was man handled man. okok. dun wanna blog more from here.tired.

i am confused. should i continue eating sPAM or go with another kinda luncheon meat?

well well..today nothing much happened though. just woke up to a call from gong gong..go eat sushi.for breakfast man.hehheh.then just slacked a little bit and went to help dad in his show.a lot of loo kooos. dang.sleepers, fattys and ala jamican walkers.then ate lots after that. wel.thats about it for todae...haha

8th december

todae i woke up uber late. chiong cab down with parents cus sis needed to get her jab done. then reached there early..got a little more ppl than yesterday. then roster was done, the ususal la..

went to AMK hub with wei wen, jia ming and alphasus(dunno how to spell =P)..wen and i were the first ones there. then we went to the wrong place. suppose to go collection point, we went to the wish tree..haha.then we set up the correct table near the box. then we were hungry. so i let wen go buy his food first. then my turn. like that saying goes "do what you want,just dont get caught"[cus we were not allowed to buy food other than meal times.] then we started our collection..

the first donar came with a troley of oil and a trolley of rice. generous right?
the next donar came with bags of rice.10 kg ones. 1 trolley full.
then the next donar was the best. 30 bags of 10 kg rice.whats generosity man..
the the thing was filled.and i hate ntuc. jsut one bloody trolley take half an hour.its just a roller cage and i mean come on.sigh.the pplt here need to learn how to prioritize man.

then when things were abt to get bad, the officer and 2 boys came to fetch the goods. jsut nice.

then hte wish tree side.sigh.nth to say.they screwed up the procedures, and were lost.had to go there a few times to help them..then stayed there to help them..

lunch time.i ate what i ate when i bought my psp. the jap rice with unagi, yakatori, and pork belly. diner was that too =)

one of the perky moments. there was this uncle who put in 40c then asked in chinese. this one scouts or bb?when i said bb, then he put in the remaining 60 c. haha

then i also found out that little kids like to put money into the coin boxes=)

the shock of my life came when i found out that there were 3 bags of rice that were infested with weavils.close to 1/4 of the bag. brought to the customer service, but they said they cant do anyhting since it was a donation.called hq.they still wanted it. so had to seal it up then send.if i eva find out who that is.he'll get it.we are not some dumping ground you know.

the movers that came were nice ppl..=)the helping hands, as they call themselves

then after all was done, there were ppl who donated some other stuff after they collected the stuff.called hq.they said put in roller cage, put in store.ask the staff, she come TL and KL me say that the store very messy then might get lost.told her that my hq said it was ok.she even asked"my hq or your hq?called hq.they still said ok.passed the phone to her.knowing she was losing, she gave hte excuse that the phone was too soft.sigh.t hen brought it to the store. another day as a security guard done =D

then i called mom earlier and they were at the dou jiang you tiao at geylang..they ask me take cab down.then i finished everything then go take cab.when i reached topside, the queue was longer than the great wall of china. decided to move up the road with wen and alphaeus. got a cab. went to meet 2nd e jiong and parents..had food there. mmmmmmmmm. =)

after that, 2ns e jiong brought us to the CBD of geylang. i tell you.some pros are so old, i wonder if they can take it.some are so young, man.they would be nice if they went pros. sigh. then we went to joo chiat to see the viet version of geylang, albeit a much scaled down version.then he sent us home. another day done =D

7 december 2007...

todae..first day as primer for sgb. the uniform quite comfy (surprisingly)..went there a little late. but not that bad. by the time i reached there, i saw onli a handful of boys, AND NOT THE NCO COUNCIL. whats that la..are they not supposed to be there? at most of the functions?sigh. no doubt mr chew would blow his top at the next parade.

nvm. then i found out that the whole company posted out.i did the posting. got posted to tangs. the place there. nothing to say. got eye candy and stuff.

when choo and i got there, we thought that the box was the one outside taka cus there was onw there. then we went there.and on the way debated if it could be inside the mall itself. in the end,we went to the one outside taka first.went there and found 4 boys there. in the end, they were calling hq and i found out that the booth was really in the mall..

then we went over to the mall. found the place after walking a few rounds, asking around and finally decided to consult the SOP file. found it, and went to setup store then the wall behind us was a display. had to keep moving to let them out la. for the morning only.so not so bad. then the first donation we got was in the afternoon..20 bucks man..

then we set up stall.after a debate, we decided to put the cards on the tree next to us (a small christmas tree), making use of the ornaments. looked funny =)

then the gifts started coming in. and there was this couple. very nice. took a few tags, then went down to buy immidietly, and called one of us to go down to help them. then i went..they found out that they needed 16 dollars to get a voucher. asked me to get a wish card for him. then i took 2 forhim to choose from.he took both. generous right?

then also got this guy took at one shot, 8 wish tags...

then we got bored and started to look out for hot girls.hahaha.then the more we lokoed, the more we er.got happy =) and we talked abt almost everything under the sun.

HQ called and told us to move all the gifts to the main box at taka. at 8. oki lo...

then went to buy bubble tea to drink..cus everyone was walking around in it. couldn resist the urges already.

ohohoh.when walking baq from my toilet expedition,got this ang moh couple who saw me and went"nowadays, security guards are getting younger and their uniforms getting nicer!" then they saw the bb sign and went "oh.he;s not a guard". LOL.

night came. i went over with the first bag. it was 2 fans. then called the boys over.they were form anglican high..they walked uber fast.then went back to collect the things. i ended taking the most things..my arm ached can...

then we almost needed to go baq to hq to pass the bag back to them. lucky we called.and caught the officer..

dinner...oh ya.we skiped dinner =D the place we went to was
food republic.scammers.on our way up there was this lady with a yber short skirt. i shall not elaborate more =0 the food was...beef noodles. thats what choo had. walked around for 10 mins, saw food but uber ex.in the end?ate beef noodles.haha

oh.and met mum at train station and went bvaq together with her clasmate.the psb one. haha.what a day. as a securtiy guard =)

well well well.today nothing much la..just went buy primer uniform. then went great world..bullshit, as usual. yea. jag stayed over the night b4..didnt sleep. went crazy due to that. sigh. nothing to talk about today. byebye

oh and.i miss you.you know who you are =)
wasted la..SPAM is the only luncheon meat around =P

4th december.

today was the 3rd day of work..hit the top seller today! but feel bad still..couldn take leave on den;s bdae..sigh. super tired.. think i'm crushing someone at work can....


pam going kl..hope she enjoy's herself. gonna miss her =/ hope no one sees this


Nothing to say todae..

13 november...

went to look for jobs today..went to carlton, the build a bear shop, girodano junior and senior and MPH. in the end, went to famous brands and i got the job!! cool...then start work soon...hmmm

we walked almost everywhere. the whole of city hall.

B R Y A N T
first gulp of polluted air: 13 August 1991
17 and counting
killed
masked
still bleeding
BORED
Putting on a mask that hides my emotions is more than a game
so strange i never would've
wanted till there was you.
cause i have learned that love is beyond
what human can imagine,
the more it clears the more i have to let you go.

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Asics gel kayano
SV infinity
sonic gear ear phones
a better phone
my black belt.
more money
contacts
white converse
new pair of oakelys
something that money cant buy
ORD!!!

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Saiful..emo sial
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