Thursday, December 27, 2007
Is it the masked side of me you fell in love with?All that i've done and said,
sweet as they may seem.
Deep down inside of me, i've been hurt badly.REALLY BADLY.
I'm hoping to cover up the gaping hole with honeyed words and actions.
should you accept my masked self and gave yourself time to over come that?
I'm sorry but i would end up breaking your heart.
Your love is more than i can bear.
it is totally untouched,pure and sweetest as love can get.
my love is no longer pure.
i know my mistakes and the taboos of BGRs.
my fear is that i will not be able to be the real me that you fell in love with.
a mask that hides my emotions is what i don.
is the masked part of me the side you fell in love with?
i seriously hope not. if it is?
i'm sorry but i rather you leave than be in for the shock of your life when you find out,
that your baby is one who his real him residing deep within him.
I went off at
1:49 AM