Monday, January 14, 2008
okokok.yesterday..decided that i was going to auzzie to study after all. and i was gg to do my ns then go to study. then the thing is that i'll be leaving my frens..but the thing is that..hte course is done by the same instructors at RMIT.sigh. i;ll miss my frens, and most imptly, i'll miss you know who..sigh. decided.i'll apply for poly still.cus need to go for some retarded interview b4 can enlist if i enlisting early..tupid.sigh.hope i cant go for ns.then can stay with my frens.sigh.i'm confused. half of me wants to give her up, let her have or be with someone that would be there with her for good. as much as i want to be with her?i know that i wont be here in sg forever.
i love her.And i would for sure want the best for her.thats for sure.
if letting her go and seeing her with some one that treats her well would be best.seeing her happy would be the best.if the guy with her dares do anything funny, i dont care if he owns the army.i'll employ every single aikido move i know on him, his legs and manhood. unless she stops me. so listen good, "he who is going to be the fortunate one to win her heart".so long as you hurt one strand of hair on her, you watch out.I WILL FLY ALL THE WAY FROM AUSTRALIA TO KICK YOU IN THE NUTS.or anywhere else that deems fit.
moving on..jan 14..went to eat sakae with the guys.we played so much that the ppl kept looking at us to the point that we noticed there were no customers sitting in our aisle,.good thing that sai smart..he took the seats towards the back of the shop when we were offered the seats near the entrance.haha.but b4 that we played arcade.then watied for hari at the sushi place..we sat there for 2 hours.it was a buffet. didnt eat really that much though..lost weight.dun wanna gain back.haha. then played ghost recon and world combat again.haha.this time, hari used his card with sai.dang..got home late. talking to her on the way back was the best man..but i rather she sleep la.so late.she needs to sleep man.she sec 4 this year..baby.i know this man.i went through it just the way you went through it. now can sleep late.but dont do that once you hit term 2 oki? sigh. i know you wont read this but. take care sweetheart..
*[loving you from a distance]*
oh yea.i love you too..though you'll never read this..
I went off at
11:57 PM
