Friday, January 18, 2008
okokok.i reawlly gotta post bout the HK trip soon.sigh. But i'm just uber shagged. been waking up early for the past few times. and i really cant take it no more. I'm just up mist of the time at night thinking of her.but then again like i said before.sigh.i;m just contradicting myself time and time again.what should i do.the things around me aint helping one bit.what CAN i do.nothing at all. teh suffering inside of me.no one will ever understand.All that will happen is that i will isnk into my own despair.only one person can save me now. HER. then the question of her getting her own true love comes in.its never ending.like the chicken and egg question.
work was ok.but sucked. i'm getting tired.REAL tired.gonna quit soon.if i get hte BABW job?so be it.if not? life goes on..sigh. NS, Auzzie,All the shit that adds up. what can i do? sit by and watch the world go by. life in cartoon motion. life seems..static without love.yet, ppl wanna go by WITHOUT love.love makes the world go round.those that wanna do without love do all that it takes to go on without love, while others do all that they can to get love.one must br content with what he or she has.count your blessings and not lament on what you do not have.
once again.my mask is put on.this time.i will make sure that no one will be able to see through it and i will make sure that it does not slip one bit.
i wanna talk to her.she has Os and she wont pick up my calls.how?????
please love me or i'll be gone.for good.this time?it aint just a poem.its for real.I'll be in NS, then Australia.FOR GOOD
bryant..loving you all the way...from a distance.
going further away noe.
I went off at
1:03 AM
