Tuesday, April 08, 2008
nothing much happened today though.jsut that i got daoed again by her.not that i'm not used to it.but then again.i dun blame her for not replying.cus the thing is.i know that i hurt her.deep.like i said in all my earlier posts.i know my mistake. it still takes 2 hands to clap right?sigh.as much as i wanna make up for the wrongs that i did..she aint allowing me to.i.ve been serving the ball many times.but if she doesnt hit the ball, there can be no game to play right?sigh. i know what i said was wrong. 3 times. i'll just take it as a sign and just fade away from your wonderful life. bye then..sigh.
went to see small bear todae.got my leg done.my leg gg already. one long one short.sigh.and my bones run from their position. what to do.then went to cut hair.dun wanna talk about it. sigh.then went to meet the guys.waited for kar wei for like.2 odd hours?then went to marina with him, makan.but before that.we had to like wlak around marina square a million times and throught he arcade.also played.decided pool was too ex.then also we thought.if they wanna play again later, out wallets are gonna cry man. then wait for kenny and jag.kena ps by hari.he say got what house stuff to do.aiya.that one youpasal..we dun care la huh? =) then kenny came.took the panadol that he requested.then we waited for jag and sai called.then the 3 of us went to play arcade then we met up with jag.then deicded to watch a movie.3 kingdoms:resurrection of a dragon.not a bad show.though we did not have a idea what the show was about.but still.it was worth my 7.50 =) then while waiting for sai and the show to start, we started camwhoring again.haha. then we kenny and i decided to go buy or rather "smuggle"in BK. hee.did it perfectly. oh wells =) then after the movie we went to decide what to eat.started out at the second level.walked the whole level once, back to square one. then went to yoshi.then,as usual walked around the whole of level one, this time, twice. then ended up at yoshi.AGAIN.they ate while i didnt.budget.dad and mom's finances aint that good.thats one of the reasons why i didnt wanna go poly for just one sem.and thats why i working full time also.ease them up.surviving on your own aint easy.now i understand why the older generation ask us to be prudent in our spending and to reign in them.sigh.not easy man.those born with a silver spoon will never understand. hope can go ns earlier.ease them of this burden.let hte govt take care of me, and use the tax that my parents have been paying.then move on to auzzie.but the bad thing is.i;ll be leaving my friends and loved ones behind.it'll never be the same without them.sigh. its hard.
no one knows the pain in me.i'm crying on the inside.pain rips my heart.the more crazy i act, the deeper the pain is.things aint always the way they seem.
"My happiness derives from knowing the people I love are happy."
I went off at
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