what can i say.or rather.what CAN i say? i'm in ns.what CAN i do? this is me.love me for who i am.or what i do for that matter.if you cant.i have nothing to say.what will happen? i'm the cause of all this.i know.its not like i dont want the best for you.finish of what i started.where it began it shall end? there are times that i just want to stay in camp and run away from the harsh realities of life.i just dont want to say this but i cant take it no more.i find peace in camp.the quietness and the worry free environment that i live in.no worries about food, money, time and any other thing. the people around me is the ones that went through shit with me. i hate to say it but they were the ones who were with me when i really needed someone when things outside came to my ears in camp. its not easy to do all this in camp. knowing that you can do something but not being able to do anything. so near yet so far. i'm trying my best to do all that i can.can you not see it? the post that i do when i come out is emo. what else can i say? the bryant you see on the outside is not me. everything that i came to love is falling apart. i dare not tell anyone. who WILL listen?even if they do.hope for me is beginning to fray.i just have God to thank that most of my time is spent in camp.after all.when i'm training.nothing is on my mind. its just muscle memory.my mind is dead. revelations.they can be good or bad.NOT purely depending on how you take it.but how it affects you indefinitely. conscious or not.it affects you. when you know it.you try not to let the people around you know your pain.what can i say or do.to make things right again.to what they were like before? dear God.please help me.i'm at a lost.

crying on the inside,masked on the outside

fuck.i swear.i am not booking out at the next chance.why must it be me tm be the one who gets all this shit.sigh.i guess life is like this.and when i'm in army somemore.some how.tekong seems more like a home to me.i'm sorry but.ya.

B R Y A N T
first gulp of polluted air: 13 August 1991
17 and counting
killed
masked
still bleeding
BORED
Putting on a mask that hides my emotions is more than a game
so strange i never would've
wanted till there was you.
cause i have learned that love is beyond
what human can imagine,
the more it clears the more i have to let you go.

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