Sunday, December 28, 2008
ah wells.christmas ended lo.now its the new year in a weeks time.so yea.christmas was not bad. bros came over to my place for dinner on eve.played monopoly with the electronic bank till like 0115hrs where jag took a cab back..$31 sia..went out with my HK friends..went geylang.not for chicken.but the claypot rice.haha.next day was alone..everyone went to bintan without me..couldnt get exit permit =[ then yea lo.top of post say what we did le. had dinner for like the first time at gavins house? its a real scary exp. i was like clutching something that cant be typed here real tight.not literally of course.. his dad is.scarier than jumping down a bungee without the rope..haha.so yea.
went out the next day to play battlefield and went steamboat! we ate for like 3 hours. the amount of food we had was unbelievable. 2 jugs of lime juice and loads of soup was what we had to quench our thirst and relieve ourselves of the spiciness. the ma la soup is really. brrr. dont get it.thats the bottom line.haha met my parents at some street opposite bras besah. forgot what it was. then went to the night safari with my hk friends and saw a huge mountain of people there.looked like as if there was free entry or something.ended up going to the flyer and esplanade to take pics...then went home after that. but i had to go back to gavins to get my bag and lappy..cabbed back with sai after that..so yea
woke up at 8 today to have brekky with them. went to suntec after that cus they wanted to take the ducktours..we didnt go.cus i took it at a place where i lost my hair before.engine smell and sound not nice.. so yea.we had a snack while waiting for them.the bread was.mmmmm. but the dim sum was extortion! just har kao and spare ribs $7.50! but anyways...waited for them then went for lunch..walked around the fountain of wealths' food area once then decided on some imperial treasures.food was not bad but nothing to rave about..so yea.went to the airport after that and sent them off so yea. sorry didnt elaborate much,sleepy la.. so if you wanna know more. msg me. if your dont know how to get me..tag me =D
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10:43 PM
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
must i really go abroad to study?afterall.it does need a whole lot of money.. and nursing.doesn need to necessarily be read overseas right? sigh. whats with all this feelings and thoughts.i did decided what to do. can i? i'm jsut afraid that.sigh. i got no idea. why cant things jsut be simple? yes or no.is it really that hard? auzzie. sg. army. life. her. everything adds up. ARGGHHHHH.
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7:34 PM
Tuesday, December 09, 2008
Laying his head on his pillow, millions of things went through his mind. all but 2 thoughts were filtered through his now blank mind.
Her and the road that lay ahead. inspite of all thats happening, things thats going through his head, there was a throbbing pain in both his knee and ankle. the one thing that kept bugging him was connected to the next. will what his next move be affect his future? Afterall, it was what pushed him on when he was down,out and didnt know what to do.
As time and things went on, he began to wonder if what he did was right. if what he did was worth what he was doing and if it was even going anywhere. was it all a one-sided affair? was it going to be reciprocated? or the one thing that he had been toying about in his mind. just fuck it.
In 2 years time, he was leaving the place he calls home for a good 3 to 5 years. Returning only once in a blue moon, contact with his loved once would be over the airwaves and perhaps with the technological advancements, video. in a home away from home, maintaing many things is not going to be easy. know thine enemy and win every battle. how is that possible when you cant even be clear who your ally is? much less your enemy?
2 ways that this could go. the selfish way and the way that was going to hurt. he could just continue the thing he does.hes been doing it to the point that its more or less routine. the second is just to let everything go and take everything as it comes. after all.it does seem like a lost cause to him.
was it a punishment for what he did the year before? the actions he did before that. was it the way he dealt with people? allowing them to be lulled into a false state of emotions before doing the thing that was the worst? perhaps what goes around comes around. if he only he could turn back time, he would take back the words he said and pluck up the courage to say what he wanted to. Chiding himself, he thought. if he DID say what he did. Would things change? would things be a in a better state than they are now? if he had not held back. what would have happened would be what he is seeing right now with another of his friends. was it a good idea? or was it one that he should have just plucked up his courage and went with his heart, not his mind?
As his mind left him for the happy hunting ground, this thought hung on him. just let it go. its better that way.
or is it?
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11:28 PM
Friday, December 05, 2008
guess what?my dad's back in town so yea.at least there will be someone home.not seeing only the walls and stuffs no more.but the thing is..nothing!haha. ah wells.
the specialist i saw at cgh kinda freaked me out.he said he couldn see what was wrong with my leg and had to call his boss to seee what was wrong.and she also couldn see.and had to wait for my mri.attend c for another 7 days and light duties till like.next year.oh wells.
i know what will make me feel like way better.a reply.from the mystic one.just one will do man. i;m not greedy a person.but ah wells. life has to go on.just that it anit gonna be as good. just seeing that 6 alphabets pop up on my phone will so totally make my day.sigh. is it something i said before somewhere? or what? but ah wells.whats done is done. why cant we humans be nice and smart at the same time.life is just so unfair.cant have what you want. suck thumb lo.
seeing the sunrise and set everyday makes me just wanna spen one whole day at the beach and watch life go past.it'll be the best if mystique will be with me.if.
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11:05 PM
Thursday, December 04, 2008
URGH.i injured my leg damn badly.marder cow.parents not in town.no money.stupid MO see already as good as not seeing. Charlie Brown.i look like some pirate now la.limping around with a crutch.yes,not a pair.using a pair is super tin te. oh wells.suck thumb.cannot attned c anymore. OOC lo if i take mc again. sighs. rested at home.thanks to jaggy and gavin who baby sitted me and of course my grands =] leg got better while i rested but got worse when i got back to camp and it was as bad as when i first got injured. oh wells.
life alone is like..good and bad.haha.goota learn i guess. gotta learn to settle loads of stuffs. ah wells.I WANNA ORD!!!!can one of my friends like.have something happen or something? hahhaha.joking joking.not that a bastard. gonna pass out from OETI soon..sungei gedong.but how to do oje like that?? suck thumb lo.LL lo.. dunno what else to blog about. so.byebye =]
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12:03 AM
