Sunday, April 26, 2009
i'm.dying.of.boredom. theres nothing to do at home. i cant go out. my coms my best friend. the trees are my soulmates and the fan is my darling. although it'll be much better if my darling was real la. sigh. MY OAKLEYS GOT SCRATCHED. sigh
oh and free coke was being distributed ast tampines today, according to my mom. sweet move and F&N. given that saturday was marder hot. hot until i bathed 5 times. in cold water! but the cold water was warm -_-. the heater was off. sian la.
i wanna go poly...not army... ='[
I went off at
11:54 PM
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
nnb. mc is like a warrant for house arrest sia. i mean like wth. calling 3 times a day to check if i'm home? i'm not that cheap as to go out.my leg is injured.i cant walk much.hell i dont even want to walk doen to the market much less go shop!
People have a acronym for this kind of thing. W.T.F. urgh. i cant say much. or rather i'm not ALLOWED to. lest something happens or unique characters pay me a home visit to "check on how i am recovering" chinese opera. translate that to malay and you'll know what i mean.
Seeing And Finishing. its a acronym all are familiar with. many say its all a love-hate relationship.i'm quite sure the hate is the centre of this relationship. ever went into a relationship with someone you had a crush on just to find out that the perfect person is actually the devil incarnate who actually tormented almost 2 to 3 million males regardless of race, language or religion?i'm in one now. and this unique lover is one who loves CHINESE OPERA. do you like the traditional art of wayang wayang? this is a art that is appericiated in the Song And Foreplay academy found on our sunny island.
Serve And Fuck off. thats what i'm waiting for. when will my ORDer come?
I went off at
10:13 PM
blogs been dead for awhile now. time to give it cpr? though i doubt that it can resusitate it. haha.
anyways, i think that theres either something wrong with my phone or the network. when i send a message out, it either fails to send or that the other party doesnt recieve it. sigh. when i thought that it was due to either tekong or gedong. guess thats not the case now eh.
i'm dying of boredom at home now that almost everyone is back in school and i am left to rot and squel around in pain. for some God forsaken reason my knee is acting up. its almost as painful as the post op period and also swollen again. But thank God that i can walk without crutches. its hell walking with them. thats only at home. A whole lot worse when i have to go down and buy my food when no one is at home.
for now.i dont know if i am actually lokoing forward to ORD. 1 is that i dont think i would be going overseas. which was the primary reason for my early enlistment. if i knew that i would be going to poly i would have just left the army when i stll was in tekong. if i left now, i would have wasted my what.10 months? gee, the time i spent serving only dawned on me when i was doing upo this post. 14 more months to go. Back to the topic.
the other option that i have is to take up a study loan from my moms company and then pay it off slowly when i go into the workforce or 2. study in poly and save up then do a degree. the former sounds much more attractive.
nursing in a poly in singapore as compared to aussie is not a east and a west but rather has their own strenghts. weakness is not a word i would use in this comparison. Singapore's strenght is that they provide a longer intership with the hospitals. i also get to move around the different departments and get to experience different aspects of hopsital and nursing life. Australia has a longer history of nursing in their faculties. the theory offered in both educational nations are roughly the same, though one has a histroy of producing one of the top few batches of nurses that the world has seen and experienced.
Studying in Singapore would be less financially painful cus the school fees are what. $2k a year? As compared to Australia, its easily A$15 k for metric and A$25 for uni? thats not inculding accomodaiton and food!
Singapore is where i grew up. its not a foriegn land for me. Whereas Australia is. A new life, culture, WEATHER, lifestyle, friends and environment is just the beginning of a never ending list of new. Independence is not much of a worry for me thanks to the stint in the army.
all in all. the desicion is yet to be made. "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not unto your own understanding." Proverbs 3:5
I'm sticking with THE BEST IS YET TO BE.
I went off at
12:59 AM
