Wednesday, May 20, 2009
yup.i've decided. its nursing for me. if possible, even mbbs. but i aint that smart, and i dont have enough money for that. reason for that? once i finish my degree in nursing, i'm joining medicine without borders or the
Médecins Sans Frontières. but the sad thing is, they have no office in singapore =[ so cannot work from here =[ nearest is Australia. Oh wells. better than nothing.
leg is getting worse. dunno whats wrong also.
I went off at
11:01 PM
Saturday, May 09, 2009
its funny how things just throw themselves at you. is that how our life should be? is that how the remainder of the road will be?
Looking up at the sky, nursing a cold beer in his hand, he asked the stars a simple question. is this what i am supposed to go through? he looked onto the horizon and sipped his beer. he got off the bench and walked down the beach, letting the waves lick at his feet, calloused by the fires of life. The cool water relives his worries temperorily. The gentle swashing sounds calming his confused and hurt heart. Kicking the water around, thoughts of just leaving this place he calls home drifts in and out of his delirious, lost and confused mind. Home. Is it really a home? Or is it just a house? A shell or place that caters to his primal needs of shelter, food and water?
Seperations and connections. Love and hate. Friends and lovers. Fire to ash. Every good thing has to come to an end. or do they?
words. can they really express what is going on in the heart and mind of a person? or are some emotions, thoughts and feelings just beyond the grasp of any language?
"It's better to have loved and lost, than to never have loved at all" This quote by Alfred Lord Tennyson. It is one quote that i hope NEVER have to experience. At least not with the ones i hold dear to my heart, and close to home.
I went off at
1:04 AM
Thursday, May 07, 2009
went for physio today. good and bad. good cus i managed to somewhat get a internship with sgh physio dept. thanks to my physiotherapist esther! *clap clap* thanks again esther!
bad because the tendon infront of my kneecap and at the back around my knee is like..tender. and thats one thing that you do not want to be tender. end up have to write note to dr. denny my spec, to see what he must do or can do. hopefully dun need to do another surgery. pain like crazy can. good in a way that at least can have no more pain. NOT ANYTHING ElSE. i know what you thinking. haha.
hoping that everythings ok when i see the doc. the more excersices i do, the more pain i feel. end up cut down on excersices. heng ah..next thing is got review. with MO then medical board. scally up pes ah. i LL ah.
till then..
I went off at
11:49 PM
