Friday, July 10, 2009
Why are the people i hold dear to me turn away from me just as i give them my trust? i guess that i am too naive and gullible? is it too much to ask for that you tell me what you are thinking? you tell me that yea you're with me and the next moment you do something in the total opposite? i mean, we were what.friends since barker? we even met everyday. then this? i have nothing else to say. i just pray that God blesses you.
Both my itouch and e51 got stolen. Lord, i know that you are teaching me a lesson. i have neglected you over the material posessions. i have heard you O LORD, forgive me. the things that i am going through. it hurts. alot. my time in the army, everyone sees it as though i am having the time of my life.seriously. its not. i cannot take it anymore. yet i cannot give up at this point of time. just a mere year left. God, i pray not for an easy life, but the strength to go through this phase yet again. i have prayed this prayer before, and this prayer i will pray again. the people that i face in my work place, all at least a few years my senior. all going through the same things. but please dont forget. i came into the army just after i completed my o levels and a little work experience. almost no exprience in life. and i'm thrown into this place to fend for myself. trial by fire i suppose. oh wells. it makes you stronger. thats for sure =]
staying in camp on friday. COS duty. oh wells. hahaha. seeing shane tomorro. cant wait =D
I went off at
7:44 PM
