Friday, August 28, 2009
the sky above, grey and cold
just like you
over and above.
the games you play
the things you say.
whats real or not, i dare not say.
the world we face, the face we place.
the words you say and friendship we gave.
all of which, went into the grave.
whats real or not, you know the best..
i played my part, you put me with the rest.
time thats lost, can never be regained.
"cover up!" they say
we sprint and run. but we're bogged down by the sands of time.
Learn to read between the lines.
there are 2 sides to a line, as there are 2 sides to a story.
What you hear is never always what its meant.
tread lightly and you will not fall.
I just cant take it anymore.
army.
friends.
family.
life.
I just cant take it any more. i want to just want to end it all.
Close my eyes and let the wind take me away.
God.Help me. I'm crying out. but no one hears me.
I can only go on like this for so long.
Its a matter of time before i do what i have been trying to avoid.
Please take me home. I just want to be with you.
away from all this pain and hurt and lone survival.
I went off at
11:28 PM
