Sunday, January 31, 2010
It hurts just to see you walk past.
It hurts to see you smile in my direction without affection.
It hurts ti know that you're here but not with me.
It hurts even more to know that you are my brother and when I shared my pain, my thoughts and my heart with you,
That you just went around me and went ahead with it. Don't you have our own target already?
You told me how much you cherish your time with her and all. Yea sure I believed you. Then she came around. I told you about how I felt. You even told me that I should go for it and all.
And now? I guess rs hust what I did before. Not with you or around you but with others I guess. Now all I can do is just sit in my little glass box and watch as the 2 of you walk happily into the sunset hand in hand.
I went off at
12:48 AM
Saturday, January 02, 2010
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! =D
wow. A year had just gone by. In the flash of an eye. An entire year. A year of pain, love and lessons. Time to look back, reflect and learn from our mistakes? thats the sad prt. the happy part? 6 MORE MONTHS TO ORD!!! =D
All in all. its been a year of ups and downs but hey. THATS life, ain't it? =)
I went off at
10:47 PM